time plz stop 4 a moment...

juz feelin vry empty n din know wad im doin these days...lost hope in almost evthng...no hope..n i dont know wad im doin now..studies?? cant get bac 2 those days how i used 2 strive hard 4 wad i wanted..but now no..dont know since when i got these kind of sickness...getting more far from my frens n family..feel lost and empty..i rather be alone n nobody wud disturb me.n juz do wad i wan n wad i thnk..nobody thr 2 talk bad thngs behind, ruin ur reputation, backstabbers, those wad we call 小人..thrs 2 many i gt into these days..izit these kind of ppl wil get more of the benefits? getting advantage from some1 else n then juz step tht person under their feet?? n ppl juz get convinced by their cheating technique tht seems like they r da 1 who is worth believing.nvm tht.balancing myself so tht i wont get effected by these ppl..dont judge the book by its cover...this is true..2 my frens out thr..its up 2 u 2 believe it o not..its ur choice...so..time plz stop..i dont wan 2 move 4wrd anymore...its freakin me out.i juz feel like im btr 2 be out of this world!!!