seems its been anothr long time again since i last updated my blog..finally hv sum free time now so that i can crap sth here..headache sumore..keep on headache these days..starting 2 wonder wad happened 2 me these days..*sob sob*
haizz...lost a lot of confidence lately..studies..relationship..frens..family..think im a weirdo..nah..din know wad im talking abt...juz craps..huh..told u im talking crap here..lolxx..
holiday started n i thnk it wont be a long 1 like the last holiday..not satisfied wif my sem3 tho..evthng juz happened beyond my ctrl..starting 2 feel im left out in this world..no more hope..esp in studies..kinda feel architecture isnt my right choice after all..i dun thnk i like it at all..even though it includes sum design stuff but its far more than i expected..n the most important..it isnt the 1 that i like after all...til now graphic design is stil my 1 n only love..hahaxx..talking abt GD..it juz makes my life goes brighten up..love the random colours where i can play freely wif them..colour is my life...not more 2 say architecture is juz none other than construction..structure..materials...PHY PHY & PHY..arghhHHH!!! hate that subject so muc..haizz...dun even think abt changing course now..my daddy wont let me..wuwuwuwu...
btw..ade left 2day..to UM pursuing her degree in accounting...so heng she got the course she wan...i was so regret i came bac from matric labuan in the first place.so that i wont b here facing all sorts of unwanted problems..even the last holiday which i tot turns out right also became wrg 4 now..uh..dun even say it again..evthng happening around me it reli fake..its juz evthing is juz playing a game wif me..n sure im the loser at last..haizz...i dont know this game will run 4 how long...im juz trying 2 calm down myself 4 da moment n hope i wont end up in the mental hospital...haizz...GAstriC aGaIN...pLuS heADaChE...consequence of late n less slp coz of piles of assignments..haizz...c..even my body wans 2 play game wif me...arRRGHHHHH!!!!!! RUbBiSH!!!!!!! fAKe!!!!!! cant i live a normal life??
well...my hp stop getting sms 4 almost half day ord...duno whr that pig had gone..2 slp i thnk...nah..he never understand wad i wan n wad i ONLY wan..owes help him chap sam nia...waste my time talking 2 this r******
nex week going 2 work at an interior design firm...i hope i can get rid of evthng s soon s possible..so dat those problems wont come attack me again..haiz..hope i can make it lo...n hope 4 da best..change plac awhile so that i can feel btr...
